Sit Down and Let's Talk

2018


Pretty Lips

Maroon Shoes

The May Happenings

July Sky

Depend

The Little Conversations

Defender




Pretty Lips

Stay and let me comprehend,
your hands are in your pockets,
it's all the same.
Blank stares on their faces,
and my ego's been deflated
once again.

You try to act like you don't care.
Your pretty lips are sealed so tightly.
Where do I begin?
I'm clothed in sadness just like I used to.
Would you ever call me a fool?

[I think I'll start over again.]

Stay and let me comprehend,
your hands are in your pockets,
it's all the same.
Blank stares on their faces,
and my ego's been deflated
once again.
Another day is over,
and the ashened sky
it hasn't changed.
Float in silent memory,
a decision that is
never made.

You try to act like you don't care.
Your pretty lips are sealed so tightly.
Where do I begin?
I'm clothed in sadness just like I used to.
Would you ever call me a fool if I ever tell you?





Maroon Shoes

It's you,
you I still think about.
Why do I feel this way?
you, you with the maroon shoes.

I'm done trying,
you're done with me.
I'm done trying.

It's you,
you I wanna be with,
but I'm still lost.
I'm gonna miss you
when you leave this little place.

Walk a day in my shoes
to know how it feels.
Walk a day in my shoes.

I'm done trying,
you're done with me
I'm done trying.





The May Happenings

The anticipation weighs me down
like an endless maze.
Stemming from my doubts,
can't figure out what it is
you want to do.

For the rain
has become too strong.
The May happenings, so far,
have been unpredictable.
The sweet sound
of the raindrops falling down.
Somehow I wish this story wouldn't end.
Oh but the days, they fly by so fast.

The anticipation weighs me down
like an endless maze.
Stemming from my doubts,
can't figure out what it is
you want to do.

Do you believe in happy endings?
I'm unsure how this would end.
In the subway, the same metallic smell.
I find myself surrounded by

A sea of people in their own little worlds.
Somehow I wish you were here.
Somehow I wish this story wouldn't end.
Oh but the days, they fly by so fast.

Hold on to me.
Go on and tell me
how you truly feel.

The anticipation weighs me down
like an endless maze.
Stemming from my doubts,
can't figure out what it is
you want to do.

I can be myself around you, did you know?
If I had the chance to tell you, I'd let you know
I'd miss you.





July Sky

Lost, I've been lost for awhile now
You decided leaving me hanging was for the best
You, you told me I was sweet
I was thinking as I walked down the New York streets

That you, you left me
for a reason I could never comprehend
but as of now

I don’t really care about the person you once knew
I don’t really care if what you said to me was true
I don’t really care if you call me a fool
I don’t really care anymore

We were doing alright
but we crashed down the waters and sank
We, we were gonna walk down the street
and grab some coffee while watching the sun set

But you, you left me
for a reason I could never comprehend
but as of now

I don’t really care about the person you once knew
I don’t really care if what you said to me was true
I don’t really care if you call me a fool
I don’t really care anymore

I stare right at the July sky
the rain keeps pouring down
but I don’t really care anymore
I don’t really care anymore





Depend

You said "It's okay, you can do it."
You were always here for me
You never failed to make me happy
I wish that you stayed the same

Sometimes the people who inspire you
will hurt you the most
Sometimes the people whom you care for
will hurt you the most

Don't depend on broader shoulders
to carry your weight
They will give up on you anyway





The Little Conversations

What happened
to the happy days?
What happened
to the you I used to know?

When I see you once again
I'll make sure to tell you
that I missed you after all this time
but we're more different than I thought

What happened
to the little conversations we had?
What happened
to all the silly jokes you used to make?

When I see you once again
I'll make sure to tell you
When I see you once again
I'll make sure to say
thank you anyway





Defender

Maybe it’s time I say
goodbye to the sad days.
Maybe it’s time I go
back to where I was.
Consistently looking
for an answer
to the very same question
I've always had.

Looking at the
defender of the people,
and the wolves,
I stare at the stars,
the constellations,
the dark sky.

Looking at the
blooming plant
by the pavement,
I stare at the stars,
the constellations,
the dark sky,
will I be happy?

Maybe it’s time I say
goodbye to the bitter days.
Maybe it’s time I go
back to where I was.
Consistently looking
for an answer
to the very same question
I've always had.
Looking at the
defender of the people,
and the wolves,
I stare at the stars,
the constellations,
the dark sky.

Looking at the
blooming plant
by the pavement,
I stare at the stars,
the constellations,
the dark sky,
will I be happy?

I hope I'll be.